Stagnant

I have been feeling very isolated lately. 

Not isolated as in stuck in one physical place but isolated inside myself. 

I feel trapped in my own mind. 

I don't know how to let it all go and be comfortable in myself again. 

I use to feel alone all the time and I'm starting to feel that way again.

That was a place I always said I would never go again. 

I can feel myself sliding back and I'm terrified. 

I think the problem in that I'm stagnant. I don't do anything.

I go to school and I work and I...what?

I don't ever seem to do anything worthwhile. 

What purpose am I serving? 

In what way am I making the world a better place?

I'm not. 

That's the truth. And it makes me sick.

How can I just do nothing and be okay with it?

I need to go and do something. Even if it's not anything great. 

I just need to do SOMETHING!